Anyway, remember the last post about me having another really bad news. Ya, I can finally feel more relieved than having endless sleepless night about seeing my aunt in a place where she shouldn't be. My Aunt has cancer, it's something call the Rectum Cancer, it's a silent killer may I add thank you. At first, some idiot doctor said it was at the 4Th stage and I cried my eyes out. Then, they confirmed saying that it was the 3rd stage. Same thing, I cried my eyes out.
My family was in an unstable and extremely sensitive mood, every time we saw her we just couldn't bring words to out mouth. I cried a lot, I tried to remain cheerful around her but I had to always walk away cause every time I see her I just felt like crying. Though she may have some terrible attitude sometimes but she's still my aunt.
Thank god for some modern technologies, apparently there's 90% chance to cure her disease. It's was hope for all of us. Some of my other aunts who couldn't eat finally felt relieved and started to at least eat. Friday wasn't really a bad day after all to me in the end. I'm so glad that I wouldn't have to experience another funeral.
I'm really afraid of/hate funerals, i mean it seriously, every time if I see a funeral going on I'll cry for no reason. The last time i cried like hell was 1 week non-stop tears when my grandmother died and she died without really remembering anything. Then 3 three weeks with no appetite to eat. Yup, that's was how I felt. I loved my grandmother really much.
So lets us all scratch that now, cause I'm very relieved that my aunt has a chance to be cured even though she'll have to go through a few more months of suffering. I'll be there for her definitely =).
I skipped school today. sorry Yi Jun. Wonder how was Inter-class games?? I went to Mid Valley, I wanted to get a "Guess" bag but I saw something even better in the end and slightly cheaper. A "CheChe" brand bag. Seriously damm cute and nice. Forgive the shopaholic here cause when it comes to shopping she goes gaga. =) Would show everyone my bag tomorrow if I ever blog. =)
Photoshop Plans is still in Process! It's been ages since I blogged and all my other port folio post is in my old bloggie. DAMM! I shall make a summary of my port folio soon, but I'll only post up the good ones not the bad ones. Tomorrow! I shall show everyone how much Phyllis(me) sucks in Photoshop. But hey remember I'm still consider as a beginner.
Ok....I'm gonna continue to read my manhwa now. So, will someone just kacau my CBox its been too stagnant for too long. =.="
AND BTW HERE'S MY NEW BLOG LAYOUT AND ALL I CAN SAY IS....
"I LIKE THIS ONE BETTER!"
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